The people monitoring me in private give me more problems when I post problems online.
People are bothering me via monitoring me in private and acting like they say something usually annoying every time I reload a page on my laptop.
The people involved/monitoring me in private keep acting mean to me and ruining it for me.
If they want, they can startle me and make, like, a body part change, like transform me physically and as a person less of what I want, as though everyone else is secretly better and coming out now.
If I say something smart, eventually something "stupid" happens.
My relatives try to send secret messages trying to reform my family.
Did my family really need to be tended to instead just because I met someone I liked? That's unusual. It might be a blessing in some possible way, but it's nothing I couldn't face. It isn't really all that fun, though, and seems to get severe and worse if I inquire..
The people monitoring me in private keep going by functioning like I succumbed and even mouth out things like I said them, in tacky submissive, rather disgusting ways, like I'm admitting to something.
It seems the problem with the people involved monitoring me in private is they want me to feel I'm going along with their feeling. I have to "shake it off" somehow..
All day, I can hear the cars outside going by and it sounds like they're sending me secret messages that are disturbing that I have to "shake off" somehow.